aihx.. life goes on... listen to this songx, but i dun actually noe how my life can go on! nowadays, thousands thousands unlucky or bad things happen to me! especially this stupid job.. i cant stand it anymore!!! But luckily, today is the last day i work here, hate my boss...hate his loyalty dog staff...hate his busybody family members...hate this stupid company and everything!!! when i first found this job, i feel so happy cz i already become a designer or mayb can say is trainee designer! even is a trainee, but i did a company profile for this company, i did a layout of book of biography, i did do the plate for machine process, and others! im actually glad of doing those things.. Wat im very tulanx is those rich ppl de attitude, super suck-a!!! those suck-a things come once in a long time, i think i can take it! but, imagine that one day you got 3 o 4 suck-a things~ walau eh, si beh de tulanx!!! why all these things happenned so cruel to me, it is really hard to take it and gonna booom soon!
first! the stupid boss, dun misunderstood my meaning and stop ur childish small gas and attitude! i told you that i need one week to consider whether i wan to continue to work here onot, but wat the fucking attitude you showed to me?! wat the hell you are thinking? you thought you are perfect and i really like to work here in marketing? my interest is design design design!!! not the stupid marketing.. i noe, ur marketing also included alot of things, but you never ask my opinion, how can you juz judge my interest by urself! and still show me ur temper like child.. "thn i no need to teach you marketing things lor, you like design? thn i give you design work to do la, until you enough!" << walau.. i wonder how old are you, this kind of attitude you are! wat can i say is you are juz like a child! clever in doing business, but stupid and childish minded!! can you try to understand feeling and thinking before you talk lots of nonsence there!?
second!! the loyalty dog staff.. really a stupid loyalty dog! sound nicely if i say you are loyal to our boss, but in other words, you are just like a dog! i actually not hate you so much, but how come you come and show ur stupid pretending concern to me? dun come and find me and say lots of good things, but brings lots of torns in the words you use! you are just like the son of bitch! no, not son! is dog of a bitch.. i already told you, boss misunderstood my meaning, i just wan to explain! but i noe even i go find boss and talk again, he also wont listen and understand cz i noe his attitude is juz like child!! i thought you come find me and mayb you are the only can help me say something and kick off this misunderstood! who noes? you are juz a stupid sucker! "i think boss didnt misunderstood ur meaning ba" << ji piak! from the second you told me this phrase, i already decided not to work here and one thing i can confirm, which is you are a dog! good loyalty dog~
third!! stupid family members! who are them? yea right, is the faking boss's sister! one thing i wan to explain, i didnt mean faking boss's youngest sister, cz she really a good person! but..bUt..buT, the other 2 sisters...suck-a! busybody...act pro..show off..bitch face...and.... many untill i dunno how to describe! the big one i dun have much comments la, but i dun like to see her face also cz her face is juz like a bitch, and i noe my sister also dun like her cz of some reason like look down those low educated people and others! another one, walau.. this one! think of her, i hope i can slap her and kick of her buttock! super super super busybody and like to show off! ppl's problem is actually very small and can settle down in juz a few minutes, but you just like to show off ur power and help to settle, but do you noe you bring more and more trouble for other ppl? somemore, im just sitting there waiting for ibook to use, but you this faking busybody mouth, like to complaint and ask me do this do that! im a human and im myself, im not like those loyalty dog! stop asking to act like them, count me out!! other than that, im not poor until wanna steal ur ibook! i got my own laptop and i wont steal it when i leave this company! do you noe wat she said? "eh miss koh ar, after work you help me to collect the ibook from kanglok ya" << diaox! i never think of wanna steal ur ibook la, i will return and i will put it back to the own place! dun think that im a theif and wan to steal ur things before i leave this company! im not!!
next! one more dog but i think he is not so loyalty, but can call him show off dog ba! dirty mouth and i think he didnt brush his teeth every morning! i just come this company 2 weeks, i already can realise that he likes to scold ppl! wat are my other colleage think? yest, this fact haven been proved! we are ordered by the faking boss to print out those art work with the huge indigo printer even thought it was 5.45pm! i suppose can go back on 5.30pm and 7.30pm have a movie with my frens! we need the approval and sign from the show off dog, but this dog was barking like hell and keep biting my innocent colleage! but i wont sympathy the colleage, cz she is the one make us got to stay back and print all art works out.. so, she deserve!! anyway, i just hate the stupid show off dog barking us like shit hell and i dunno wat the fcuk is he kaopeh-ing.. somemore, yest the air-count and lights didnt off, thn he was having a conflict with boss cz they are stingy and wan to save electricity! i was inside the office, why wan to off the light and air-count? there is many words at other people mouth and i dunno wat the hell they talked! one thing i noe is the bitch is one of the mouth.. in the end, the show off dog come and ask me, "are you in office when break time? why just now boss is shouting there and you dun have any respond?" wat a stupid question! go and ask everyone, is it i stay in office everyday in this 2 weeks.. other colleage knew i not having lunch and always in the office.. only you this dog dunno and never realise! and also dun use this kind of attitude, you act like you are question me!
see.. this is the four major of unlucky matter that i met in the the same day! imagine that if you were in the situation, wat will you feel? do you noe how angry and tulanx am i on that day! im really damn damn damn damn tulanx of everything, luckily my temper is not longer like before! i have changed my temper, i wont get angry and show my hell temper easily dy! if not, i think i will shout at those bitches and dogs. Also, i will leave the place straight away and they dun expect to see me again in the compound of this company cz i wont step in here again!
dunno why.. when you are angry with someone or something, many of his/her/its bad points will come out automatically in ur mind! now there is so much so much unhappy things and their bad points in my brain! i try to thout out! the first day i drive to this company, it is located in sri gading, quite far from my house! i stood outside and i felt that it was so big of its compound and i was so excited to get in! but now, ha ha ha so funny, it is actually small like shit! really so small, trust me!! the office is so small and department is seperated with a lane! that mean no seperated la All stick together! the only things that i satisfy is the mac pc here! wow, i hope i can use the mac pro pc to design and do all my art work! mac is the best and fantastic! back, dun praise it so much! the only thing can see is mac, other is just like a shit! somemore, many of the people here are all lansi lansi face, not friendly at all.. only some of them are quite friendly and i like to be with them cz they talk alot and will care about me! how i wish they are my friends but not only colleage..
i love design.. but it is part of my passion, i dun wan it become as a "job".. i love design cz i like those pretty pretty art, not those too much artistic and i dun understand that kind la! haha but now, i think my design skill is really sukx, not enough to competitive with other designer! i hope to have more practical and i wan to learn! my singapore studie, will it really success? im worry about my english.. i dun mind if they uni composary me to take english course while studying design also! i dun wan they ask me to take english first, thn only start my course! my english already improve and better than before, please judge me again with the english test! im not d7 anymore! i wan to study in singapore, any poly or uni! i just wan to learn more things and i wan to compete with other designer and stand on the top!
it is breaking time now.. still got half day to go.. i hoping so much the time can run faster, so that i can leave this company as soon as possible! i dun wan to work here anymore, i dun wan to stay one more second here! cz i dun wan i become more and more tulanx this company and they people inside! somemore, hate somebody is very tired! i juz wan my freedom.. finally i can release from this working life and rest in this little of time, i really very tired with working! now juz i realise that time is never enough! i work for 8 hours or even 9hours.. sleeping time is really not enough, not more than 8hours per day! i juz wan to have longer time to rest, so that i wont be so tired and i can do more things..
tomolo.. i think i got to go to KL le.. going to meet up with her and my college frens! since one week before i work, i think we have been 3 weeks never meet with each other.. she miss me so much and so do i, but cz of working thn we cant go to find each other! long distance is really so difficult, but i think i can still take it, and hope she also can take it! so as her wish, tml i go find her le.. she was nagging to me that she miss me... wan watch movie... hug me sleep... go lagoon play... wan to kiss me... hold my hand... and so many many more! aiskx, tomolo she can do everything on me le! On the other hand, i had gather all wat da huak members for gathering! ah lang kai gor l.ling gailin and teruteru, ofcz also me loklok! finally six of us can meet upi again.. luckily this weekend all of us can kick away other appointment and let us have a gathering together! but neh, i still haven plan where to go for this saturday! aihx where to go ler? i already gather everyone, but i got no idea of where to go! someone please help me!!! tonight ask her, i think she will give me alot of ideas.. hope her idea will help me for this gathering.. im so excited to go to KL tomolo le!! fast fast~
haha.. it is 2.40pm now! im writing this post with an expecting and excited feeling, even thought i had a bad day before, but i also have to stay positive and happy! why i will become like this? it is cz i have already changed! i wont let the devil kanglok beat me up, so i must "ren"! i can do it, yes i can do it!! no matter wat, why am i do happy now? it is cz time flies, time go so fast yet so slow.. 2 1/2 hours more i gonna chaox from this company and wont step in again unless i come to take money from here! haha I gonna knock off soon.. leaving this place is my most happy and expected things now! im actually quite dangerous to typing this blog here, cz those bitch is walking here and there around me.. i worry that they saw i didnt do work but just keep typing blog here, later kena diaox! but i dun care already la, today is the last day so i dun need to scare! they are talking and talking and talking now, very the kap peh, especially is those bitch de sound! see.. they talk with hao lianz and showing off again! aihx rich ppl is like this de, we kinda poor people, they wont consider about our feeling de la.. they see us like dog, treat us like dog, scold us like dog ..... .. but im not their dog, so i dun need to care about it so much! get away from my sight! still wearing the same colour of clothes with me, tulanx ar! really so suey! puiiiik~
wow wow! i think this is my last paragraph here! you noe why? haha cz now is already 5pm!!!! hahaha half an hour more and i gonna leave this company with very excited feeling.. feeling so nice now! how i wish i can go back now, but the time why still 5pm!! aiskx~ fast fast fast!! i can leave this sucka place.. looking at my table.. the laptop is using.. the desktop beside me.. those document.. my chair which im sitting now.. oooOH i gonna say good bye to you all soon! omg omg, see wat's my bag doing! it is so excited, it says it wan to go back lor.. ask me faster get it home! haha I also would like to go back now my dearest, be patient ; p sound like i really mad dy, wat am i doing? i still have to pretending like im busy for something.. but actually im typing and chatting and sms-ing! haha crazy fellowx :x you noe wat, one of my colleage came to ask me which department am i going next week.. damn it, i told him i not coming to work here anymore and he dun believe me! never mind, i think next week he will believe wat i said! haha :x omg ~look! look!! look at the time now.. haha 5.20pm now! 10 minutes more~ i gonna released!! im free.. no more members of here, im not belong to here anymore.. but i think i wont leave at 5.30pm sharp right? very paiseh de.. somemore some of them noe today is my last day, they sure will gossip me and wat will they think of me? aiskx! but hor.. if i not leave now, they will come and ask me, why you still here? still dun wan go back ar? haha if they ask me like this thn i will more paiseh! haih, how ler? later just decide ba! haha XD
Hahaha! times up le la! i got to go to prepare go back home lor.. good bye fcuking company! anyway, thanks for everything also! cz at least i learned something! hehe.. babai~ take care lor all my colleages here! ; )
Exciting,
-Lok-
